Just Being in the Present

I haven’t written a personal entry in quite a while. I’m quite okay with nothing worthy to write about in my life right now. There are times when I’m content with where I am, what I’m doing with no worries in the world. I relish these days.

My old Sponsor is trying to contact me again. At first, it brought up a little anger. I wanted to reply, “The world doesn’t revolve around you . . . ” Instead I’ve simply replied, “I’m doing fine, thank you.” Simple, eloquent, end of story.

With unexpected expenses in April, I’m back at square one for moving closer to work. At first, it felt my dreams where ripped from me for no reason. But I came to the conclusion perhaps its not the best time. I was moving forward with such haste I wasn’t looking at the whole picture. Basically, I have to plan better and really do my research. There is another house for rent in Candor, actually right next to the trailer I was going to rent but fell through, so I’ve put in a call with no response. However, as summer approaches I’m sure my research and opportunities will get better. I just have to be patient and give it time.

Meanwhile, I’m content with where I am at today. My life may be dull at the moment but it gives me time to reflect on what I really want to do in the future. The weather is beginning to improve so I’m concentrating on doing something small but enjoyable, for myself on my days off. Most of the Winter I’ve been cooped up in this house glued to this computer. It’s time to clear the cobwebs from Winter. I need to get out, even if its just me, to enjoy the Spring and Summer.

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